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Friday, 21 May 2010

Feeling different

Since the end of school last Friday I've been feeling a lot of different emotions. It's been weird, but not unpleasant... I kind of feel that I can start a new and be a more relaxed but a more hard working person.

It's nice. I don't like the fact that my one of my best friends will be leaving me most likely next year to go to an inevitability better school than our current one. I feel genuinely sad that I won't be having ICT or art lessons next year with her. It's a truly odd feeling because I know that I will still be seeing her but it's just not relating stuff with the school environment any more. There's something a little hard hitting about that and the real sign that we're all growing up and gradually moving in our own separate ways. Don't get me wrong, I'm happy for her and it's what she wants to do... I'm just being a little selfish here by not wanting her to leave really. ACTUALLY come to think of it she might not even be leaving... but most likely she will.

Anyway enough of the sad stuff, I just ate a peach for breakfast and am feeling ready to do chemistry revision and to bathe.

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