Ow

My ear really hurts. It's not cool. Not at all.

Although last night was really good. I honestly enjoyed it so much :)

I can't wait for Devon now!

Then Richard's.

Better get cracking with his present + card really.

It will be great.

Enjoy yourself, take only what you need from me

Well, hey

I'm definitely happy right now.

I bought a fish tank for £3.50 today. YES £3.50.

I also got water purifying tablets.

And a small fish net so I can fish my goldfish out once David buys it for me.

(He WILL buy it for me, won't you David)

I like fish, I got one for my 7th birthday. Then I got another. Then it gave fin rot to the one I first had and then the one that gave the fin rot died. Then the other one died. And I cried.

It was a sad time, but I'm going to take very good care of this new one and not get an evil fin rot infested other fish.

I KNOW MY FISH FACTS.

HAHA

Oh my GOD.

My last posts have been like super ridiculous depressing + pretentious.

:) I really am quite happy.

Dull

I am completely and utterly engrossed in searching for something that may never be found.

HI. Thought i'd just try and write something really complicated and deep. Realised I'm not good at it.

It's kind of true though, if you don't have to think too hard about what it means. Which I'm sure you don't.

ha

ha

ha

I wish, I wish, I wish this was simple. I wish, I wish, I wish I knew what I wanted to be simple.

P.S why am I chewing on the lead side of the pencil.

:)

Today, the 26th of January is the day I was born -what a wonderful day it is ey?
Also, I found out that it's Australia day too :o
so Happy Australia day everyone!

Lets get real

It's not about always being liked. It's not about always being the most popular. And it certainly isn't always about being the most attractive. But I guess some times it is and some times you can get a little jealous.

Apparantly it was Curiosity that killed the cat. Maybe we shouldn't venture into a pool we don't know the depth of, but maybe we should? Anyway, if you really go out of your depth there's always the possibility of that life jacket...

Mess

I don't like it. This is mess physically and metaphorically. I'm not the tidiest of people and I usually am surrounded by mess in my room, but this isn't because I'm 'messy' its purely because I'm just lazy.

Starting a new day waking up with old clothes scattered on the floor or books and papers spread out over my desk is not a way that makes me want to get up and do things. It just makes me want to avoid all work until its magically gone or that my mother can't stand it any more and just has to tidy it herself. I should feel more guilty about this but I tend not to mind too much.

I thought I'd post a blog (as I haven't in a while) before I got to doing my R+J coursework and suddenly realised how tidy my desk was. It definitely gave me a positive mental attitude and I know that sounded really gay but I now feel ready to WORK. I better get a good mark for this.

So there was this woman and

she was, uh, on an airplane and
she's flying to meet her fiancé
sailing high above the--the largest ocean
on planet earth and she was seated
next to this man who, you know
she had tried to start conversations
and really-really the only thing
she heard him say was to order his bloody mary
and she's sitting there and she's reading
this really arduous magazine article about a
third world country that she couldn't
even pronounce the--the name of and
she's feeling very bored and very despondent
and--and then, uh, suddenly there's this huge mechanical failure and one of the--the engines gave out
and they started just falling thirty thousand feet
and the pilot's on the microphone and he's saying,
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Oh My God, I'm Sorry"
and apologizing and she looks at the man and she--and she says,
"Where are we going?" and he looks at her and he says,
"We're going to a party, it--it's a birthday party.
It's your birthday party, happy birthday darling.
We love you very, very, very, very, very, very, very much."
And then, uh, he starts humming this little tune and--and, uh, it kind of goes like this, it's kinda...

Lovely

POLAROID!

So, the day has finally come when I recieved my Polaroid camera. Happiest day of my year so far - honestly. It's everything I wanted it to be and MORE. This is true love at first sight.

As the film is rather expensive I'll be holding back taking too many pictures with it, just saving it for the special moments ye. So if you're in one of my pictures YOU ARE DEFINITELY SPECIAL.

Here's the one and only photo I've taken with it so far. Let's face it, who doesn't like polaroid?

I have a friend...

She thinks she is related to God or some shit because her name is Genevieve or as she likes to be known as Gen-Of-Eve.

I think myself lucky to know someone who has such a close bond with such a distant figure known as God and all that is Holy.

geeeeeeeeens says:

YESSSSSS

but

if you say my name real slow

its like

GEN-OF-EVE

so its like

i rule eve.

basically

i'm realted to god

we can't all be cool like her, we can only dream.

Right, anyway, I did my Critical thinking exam today and it was actually quite hard. It's one of those subjects that you think you can just forget about until the actual exam and get away with it. I can assure you... its not. Critical Thinking is the most pointless AS level ever. No universities count it and it's boringly shit and not even easy. So YEAH.

Finance tomorrow which is actually easy, so I'm hoping to do well in that :)

byebyebye x

No,no,no,no

I hate the frustration I feel so easily when something happens that I can't handle.

My problem.

My problem is, is that as of this moment I don't have any problems. I kind of take comfort in having, even the slightest issue going on in my life. I can talk it out with people and it gives me something to think and contemplate in my head when I'm alone.

My earlier blog about worrying really applies to me, I'm a massive worrier. If there's something to worry about you can trust that I'll be worrying about it. I think that by not actually having something to worry about, I make things to worry about even if everything is completely fine. Oh my life is just a joke some times!

However, I definitely am not asking for problems. I am very grateful that life is actually going smoothly for now. Not for long though, it's never easy for that long.

I've actually revised for exams, boys just aren't an issue and my friends are lovely.

I'm happy, I'm allowed to be happy and so are you.

Oh dear

This is most definitely not a good thing.
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follow me and i'll follow you!

It was an accident, I swear!

I don't come across like I want to some times and people get the wrong idea.

I probably get the wrong idea off other people too, I have to admit I'm not good at reading people.

Anyway, I hate hostile moments between people which is like are we friends or aren't we? Is it ok to talk to you? OH GOD WHAT DO I DO?

ahaha, I've had many of these moments in the past and so has pratically everyone I know. Usually both of the people involved want to be friends, but they're just worried that the other person doesn't.

Worry is the biggest stopper of everything ever. It's such a pointless human emotion and it just eats you up until you can't sleep, eat or do anything other than just sit and worry. I'm saying worry so much in this that I'm starting to get that thing where it just doesn't sound like a word any more...

worry worry worry worry

but yeah, Worry, FUCK YOU. Your mother didn't love you and neither do we.

The Dos and Don'ts of life

Do eat food.

Don't eat so much food you want to just pass out and explode.

Do follow your dreams

Don't follow someone else's dreams that you wish were yours. You will not get anywhere.

Do have interest in other peoples lives and hobbies.

Don't try and do what they do cos ya think its kwl and want to be accepted by them. If you really like and want to do it, you have to feel happy with yourself when you've done it. (There are always people out there that you have something in common with. It takes some people longer to find them than others)

Do allow yourself to find love and be loved.

Don't search for love, it always finds you at the most unexpected time in the most unexpected places.

Do have secrets, they are the only thing that someone can never take away from you unless you let them.

Don't use a secret to hurt someone else...What are you trying to prove anyway?

Do be a little cliche sometimes, its always fun;)

Don't overkill on cliche. That's just silly.

Speaks for itself really

It feels so good

when someone actually understands everything thats going on in your head.

It's not often it happens, but when it does its actually so relieving knowing you can just talk to someone about it.

I know it's rubbish and we'd rather not have it in common, but its good to know you're there ;) Thankyou (L)!

Testing!

Right so i've tried to be able to update my blog from my mobile...lets hope it worked!
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Dear Tea,

I have missed you so and I am very sorry that you have been negleted in my cupboard for far too long. It seems that your sneaky relative coffee has been in the spotlight, but its 15 minutes of fame have come to an end.

Tea, I LOVE YOU with your milky and sugary goodness.

I will make sure that you are never shoved to the side again.

This blog entry has been a little weird with me confessing my everlovingness for tea but it's so worth it.

OOOOH OKOK!

right then. after that rather depressing blog i posted earlier i've had a revelation..i think.

WHY CARE ABOUT WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK?

ok so this is usually easier said than done, buuuuuuuuuuuuuut i'm really going to try and use it in my everyday life. because if i'm honest i do get more than a bit paranoid if people like me or not, so this has to change.

ON AN EVEN MORE EXCITING NOTE i've almost completely covered the front of my notebook in sparkly sequins. only a few more to go until its completely shiney and just wow. I AM THE SEQUIN QUEEN.

and i really really really want a shiba inu when i'm older, i've wanted one ever since i got nintendogs on my nintendo DS and they had shiba inu puppies on there. they are honestly the cutest dogs ever!

Every now and then

I get this feeling which I really don't like. It's just so blaaaaaaaaah and annoying and I never know why I get it.

Facebook and msn are just not fun anymore and my life has just become this repetitive thing that I don't exactly dislike, but change is always interesting.

I don't feel myself any more and I really do not know how to feel like me again.

Ur So Gay

You know what. I wish I was Katy Perry.