Feeling different

Since the end of school last Friday I've been feeling a lot of different emotions. It's been weird, but not unpleasant... I kind of feel that I can start a new and be a more relaxed but a more hard working person.

It's nice. I don't like the fact that my one of my best friends will be leaving me most likely next year to go to an inevitability better school than our current one. I feel genuinely sad that I won't be having ICT or art lessons next year with her. It's a truly odd feeling because I know that I will still be seeing her but it's just not relating stuff with the school environment any more. There's something a little hard hitting about that and the real sign that we're all growing up and gradually moving in our own separate ways. Don't get me wrong, I'm happy for her and it's what she wants to do... I'm just being a little selfish here by not wanting her to leave really. ACTUALLY come to think of it she might not even be leaving... but most likely she will.

Anyway enough of the sad stuff, I just ate a peach for breakfast and am feeling ready to do chemistry revision and to bathe.

xxxx

So, I want an intellectual and fact-filled blog.

This will never happen seeing as I am far from intellectual.

Using tumblr recently has made me realise how un-intellectual I actually am. I don't read many books (however hard I try to like them!!!!), I'm not that good at french and frankly the only things that really interest me are random scientific facts about animals and messed up people and also the occasinal visit to a museum. Oh and photography but who doesn't like photography, huh?

Although I have started worrying less about what people think of my music tastes. THE MUSIC I LIKE IS GOOD OK?!
A lot of people would probably agree with me - hopefully you will...
At this moment I'm listening to Jose Vanders - These times
and before I was listen to Damien Rice - 9 crimes
and BEFORE that I was listening to Kate Nash - The nicest thing.

So at the moment my music playlist sounds quite cute, right?
WRONG.

I also like A Day To Remember, Set Your Goals, Brand New (big fav) and other such bands. YEAH ok, they're not exactly hardcore but I feel a bit cool when I listen to them... maybe I shouldn't feel as cool as I do.

(Me in 60 years time, still trying to be cool)